Monday, February 28, 2011

I'm kind of a big deal....literally

First weigh in and starting weight is...
297.2
I have got to be honest....getting on that scale tonight was kind of a reality check. I sit here wanting to tell myself how horrible that is and how fat I am but chances are that will only make me crave a cheeseburger or something ridiculous like that. So for tonight I am just going to treat it like a number and not a representation of anything but a starting point. This is where is begins. 


Side Note: Weekly stats and pictures will be posted under the "stats" tab above. You can also look to the left side bar for a quick glance of just out weight stats. 

Saturday, February 26, 2011

I am {sb}uno.

I haven't always been fat.

In fact for the majority of my life I was a sweet young thing with boyfriends and confidence coming out my ears. But then life happened and I had to deal with some issues and before I knew it I was nearly 300 lbs. Sad story? I though so too. 

So here I am....trying to change my life and turn things around. My confidence is gone and I can no longer rely on my winning personality to make me happy. I am ready for life and love and long lean legs! (I have the long and leg part down....now just for the lean.)

This is my journey. I expect ups and downs and overs and unders. I am here to lay it all out....the ins and outs and dirty truth of what it means to be fat and hopefully what it means to be skinny...again...eventually.