Not exactly sure what to write tonight. I am frustrated and still fat. I am having a really hard time trying to find the motivation to actually get things started with making a healthier new me. I feel obsessed with food and out of control! Tonight I weighed in and posted my inches. Its depressing to know that's really me. This weekend we took some pictures at a friend's party and to see me what I really look like was a reality check. I am just not happy with how I look.
I have been trying to go on and off soda for months now. I have been trying even harder just the last few weeks. I have done it before, so I know it can be done. Tomorrow I am going to quit soda cold turkey as well as all candy. I may have a dessert every once in a while but no candy what so ever. Its time to get my shit together.
I have packed my gym clothes and they are already in my car. I forgot to pack a lunch so I will have to do that in the morning. Not only is it super un healthy to eat out as much as I do, but I don't have the money for it! I need to get in the routine of taking snacks and meals to school and work.
On a happy note, I got a really cute shirt for only $6 this week. I wore it on Saturday. It was super cute and way comfortable. I miss the days when shopping was fun. Tomorrow I will have some Monday motivation as well as some Monday music. Here's to another week of trying to be skinny!
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